[Current Mood] Happy
[Current Song] Ayumi Hamasaki - Moments [Flying Humanoid Mix]

Yesterday my mouse broke so I couldn't do anything but chat on msn. It was really annoying and I had to press the tab button like a million times. I went to the store today to get a new one since mine is like 7 years old and they don't make them anymore I had to look around. I downloaded Ayumi Hamasaki's new single Moments and I love the Flying Humanoid Mix! It's so great! I wish 5ive would play it. I also bought Madonna's single for Love Profusion. it's also good. I guess thats it for now.

[Current Mood] Smitten
[Current Song] Jessica Simpson - With You

Not much happened today. I learned how to use a BBQ and made a hamburger. Around 8:30pm, Tracey & I walked to Rogers and rented Gothika cuz it was warm out. I didn't even need a jacket! Thumbs Up! haha. Anyway we watched it, it was good but I knew what was gonna happen by the end. We were both scared when we had to walk home tho at 11 at night. Other than that it was basicly a boring friday like usual. Hopefully tomorrow is interesting.

[Current Mood] Hot
[Current Song] Tata Young - Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy
[Current Lyrics]
I like all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasly
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me.

Today's Journal Entry

I woke up at 7 today and was out the door bt 7:30 to go to Sheridan for some english test. I felt like crap but at least my mom bought be a muffin. The test was fairly easy, long tho...the guy behind me kept hitting my chair with his foot...its like fuck off! lol I also took off my jacket to sit down and one of those laundry freshner thingys fell outta my jacket...I guess it stuck to it when I washed it. When I got home I just went to sleep cuz I was really tired. After that the day kinda got boring...my friend online sent me this porn guy so I decided to make a collage of him...I guess it turned out ok but I'm still not used to photoshop yet...
I downloaded Tata Young's SEXY, NAUGHTY, BITCHY and I love it! Its my new song for the week! I supose thats it for today. tata! lol

[Current Mood] Semi Pissed
[Current Song] BoA - Don't Start Now
[Current Lyrics]
The feeling's come and gone,
You played me far too long,
Now I'm over you,
Toodle--oo baby.

..I really hate this computer....its givin me problems the day I brought it in. I just spent 2 hours and 20 mins trying to get stupid ass photoshop 7.0 to work...because I have no idea how to use it because my computer is a dick and wont let me have paintshop.

Anyway about my day....today kelly and I went to her dentist appointment. Her dentist was always checking me out....it was weird. He even asked how old I was...I think he liked me. I wouldn't mind dating an older guy since I am sick of these stupid ppl my age who have no brains. After that we just went back to her house...didn't really do much. Watched The Beautition & The Beast. My favorite quote from the movie is ...You fed the chicken....CHICKEN? haha. And thats pretty much all we did....my days are seldomly interesting anymore.

[Current Mood] Really Tired
[Current Song] Ayumi Hamasaki - Kanariya [Jonathan Peters Vocal Club Mix]
[Current Lyrics]
I fear
my dreams waking up
My heart breaks
I'm afraid to go.
As long as I've
not gained anything
without giving
I'll always be
searching for a reason.

God dammit get warm brampton! It feels like winter when spring started on saturday. Anyway I woke up at 7am today to go with Tracey to north peel so she could do some crap there. We stayed there for a while. When I was in the library I saw Sean, I hadn't talked to him in a while. I got his new cell number and I'm gonna call him soon so we can chill. Then we went back to Traceys house and did...well...nothing lol. Went home after that...and talked to Jesse who was gonna be at shoppers world so I decided to pay him a visit. We walked around there and I got like 10 old Supergirl comics for like 10 bucks, good deal, only read one so far. Gotta love 80's comics can't get them for that cheep anymore. Anyway his dad showed up so I just ended up taking the long bus ride home and I saw Nicole on the bus home so we chatted. Well thats all for today folks.

[Current Mood] Kinda confuzed
[Current Song] Ayumi Hamasaki - HANABI~episode ll~
[Current Lyrics]
I remember everything even now
Your voice calling my name, your casual habits
I want to forget, and I don't want to forget

Today wasn't bad. Stefan called me at 1 and woke me up cuz he said he was commin to brampton to swap computers. So we did and went to tims for coffee. Then after that we went to Wal-Mart and stores. Then we got Jason and went to some theatre near square one to meet Justin to see Dawn Of The Dead. Matt got popcorn and sprayed all this dill pickle crap on it so Justin and I couldn't have any. It was gross. Then we went to see the movie. I thought it turned out alright despite all the bad things I heard about it. I could rant on about how the ending was but I think I'll let whoever is reading this find it out for themselfs. I would recomend it. After that....I basicly went home and hooked up the internet.

I just got off talking with Justin....he basicly told me I was his toy for getting over Jason. Just thought I'd add that as a reminder to not date guys who just get outta relationship...

Current Mood Tummy Hurts lol
Current Song Crystal Kay - He Will Be Mine
Quote Of The Day ....Reinbeer! haha

Well today started off with me...having to use my stupid basement shower which sucks because my mom was cleaning the washroom upstairs.....god the basement one sucks.....I hardly got clean and its freezeing down there. Plus hot and cold is reverse. Then I went to Traceys. It was nice out so I walked.I cutt her hair for her and I think I did a good job, plus she likes it too. We went to the store and she got a bunch of crap food and so did I. We ended up watching Armagedon...I like the movie and all but its so freakin long! I was trying to keep myself awake...maybe it was Ben Affleck's acting lol. I almost burnt Tracey's bedsheet cuz I knocked her ciggerate. My eyebrow ring started bleeding cuz it had this scab and I knocked it. It didn't hurt but it was annoying trying to stop the blood. I hope its not infected. Anyway I supose thats it about my boring day lol.

[Current Mood] Jusssssst Peachy
[Current Song] Kumi Koda - Trust Your Love [Thunderpuss English Remix]

Not much today. I found out I have to go to Senica yet aggggain for another test. God I really don't wanna. Oh well. I also went to Kellys...but I forgot to return her moms books. We handed out resumes places and I photocopyed more drawings for Durham which I gotta send out tomorrow cuz they are late as it is! God I am lazy! I made this...

I was watching Ayumi's Real Me video and decided to make a banner. I also watched Episode 21 of the Live Action Sailor Moon series. I feel so bad for Ami-chan being taken...and I understand where Usagi is comming from longing for Mamoru. I feel she best protrays me lol. Anyway no places are hiring! My god I need a job. Kelly gave me her old cellphone and I wanna get it connected but my mother is being a skunt. Grrrr! Oh well........until tomorrow.....

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[Current Mood] Alright..I supose
[Current Song] Kelly Chen - Transformation

.....Couples making out on busses and subways should stop! Makes me realize how pathedic I am at getting a guy. Anyway I woke up at 11am today and went to the mall...I got Wonder Woman #202 and Superman/Batman #8. Then I took the long ass 77 bus and went to finch and then the subway to Eatons Center to meet up with Justin and his friends. I was kinda in a pissy mood a bit from the stupid busses being late...among other things but then it was ok once we met up with Alexandra and her friend. Then we walked from Eatons Center all the way to the village. Justin got subway then to some...weed smoking pipe store. I was kinda tired from all that walking. Then Alexandra and her friend left so Justin, his friend and I sat in pizza pizza on wellsley and talked. For some reason it got really hot in there and I felt like I was burning up. I still feel hot...I am rubbing a coke can on my head right now...anyway lol....I am still kinda into Justin but I realize nothing can happen cuz he seems really into his Austin friend. After Austin left Justin and I didn't know what to do...we went into two comic shops then got on the subway. I was happy to know he had to take the subway with me cuz I didn't wanna take it alone....then it turns out he only needed to go on one stop..lol...so I took the long journey alone home. I almost fell asleep on the bus which is my number one NO NO rule. I tryed to keep myself awake. Some weird man was stairing at me that also really didn't make me wanna fall asleep. Ummmmm I guess thats it for now. I can't wait until Stefan comes back I miss him. I hope I am not sick because...I really dont need a fever right now. Anyway matane.

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[Current Mood] Unhappy
[Current Song] Ayumi Hamasaki - A Song For XX

Well I was right....Justin just wants to be friends. I knew it was comming becuz I could see all the signs...I could be a relationship predictor I swear. I really really getting into him too. Oh well I guess its not like it lasted long. I can tell this is gonna be a depressing day.....I haven't even done my hair yet lol. Justin wants me to go to toronto tomorrow....I dunno I might get upset if I see him. I might bring Tracey tho...I really don't know what to do anymore. I guess I'll go work on that durham portfolio thing since it's due. I'm going to Toronto tomorrow with Justin and Alex. I hope it should be fun.

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God...I've had a weird weekend....I went to the hop on saturday with Adam and Justin. They played Ayumi and I was happy. Justin and I decided to date and Adam got angry. He was being rude back at his house so Justin and I left, he tryed to get us to come back and we wouldnt....eventually his mom talked us into comming back. I dunno...but I think I'm gonna take a break from seeing him for a while. I think I'm getting into justin....but I don't know whats going on....he wants to take it slow and I kinda feel maybe he's not interested in me anymore. I want it to last because I am tired of being alone. I really hate going threw this feeling of like......ok.....when is he gonna get bored of me....its a very sad feeling where I sit there...think and listen to slow songs. Anyway on a lighter note....I made this today...

I also saw 50 First Dates today. It was alright but the ending wasn't what I expected it to be. I'm gonna hopefully have Justin come over tomorrow...and I hope we can work things out then go to toronto on wednsday. Till Then.....
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Boy...I really need a new layout for this thing. Anyway..hop is tomorrow...might be going, not sure yet. I've been haning out with Guy Justin lately....I feel bad cuz like....he just broke up with Jason but....meh lol. Stefan is in kansas...and he recently told me he thought I was using him...I'm kinda hurt by that... I dunno wut to say. Made this collage the other day.....

Episode 20 of The Live Action Sailor Moon series is weird....like does Mamoru like Usagi..or that other chick [his fiance] If I were her I'd smack him lol. I'm really into the drama of the show, the action part is so cheezy lol....But yeah anyway.....Jesse didn't end up sleeping over...I don't think its gonna work between us because...he lives to far. I feel bad but there is nothing I can do. Guess thats it for now...Matane! ^_~

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Haven't written here in a while. On friday I went to georgetown and met Jesse. He's a nice guy. He's gonna be comming over here this friday to sleep over. Other than that...I haven't really done much latley. I saw episode #19 of the Live action Sailor Moon series. I took some caps and made this college.



Cool huh? I think I'm becomming a good fan of Miyuu. I got The Simple Life on DVD. I used to hate Paris Hilton but now I like her and I dunno why, but I don't like Nicole Richie...she's just stupid [ya, ya so is Paris but meh]. Ummmmm I also got To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything Julie Newmar on DVD. It's hilarious. Still no luck in the job department. Hopefully I'll get one soon. I guess thats it for now.

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