Today was tiring....I woke up at 6:30 in the morning to go to sheridan college in oakville to submit my portfolio. I thought there was gonna be some kinda interview but there wasn't only an hour for asking the person questions. I dunno if I'm gonna get in, I think I'll most likely get into arts fundimentals. Anyway other than that I've pretty much given up on Vito, its not gonna happen...I've started talking to a new guy named Jesse. He lives in georgetown and he wants to meet at the mall on wednsday. He's pretty hot and I hope things work out for us when he comes down. Pray for me ppl!! lol

Well...today was a waste...I didn't end up meeting with Vito today or yesterday. Stefan wants some alone time with Matt so I got sent home and now I am bored. My sheridan portfolio thingy is due on the 24th and I really haven't started....its hard and I don't really wanna do it lol. I am gonna try all day tomorrow to get it done. I really wanted to meet up with Vito but he seems to always be busy, Stefan says I shouldn't waste my time....maybe I shouldn't I dunno... Oh well we'll see what happens.

Iam at stefans right now. I haven't met up with Vito like I was gonna....He was busy, but Iam gonna tomorrow around 2. we spent like all day on cam today, he's really hot. I really hope when we meet tomorrow that It will turn out good.....Here is a pic of him....

isn't he hot!?

Wish me luck!

Well today was kinda boring, I slept at traceys lastnight and in the morning I helped her clean her house around...kinda lol. Iam gonna meet up with this guy named Vito tomorrow, I've been talking to him online for a while now hopefully its a good meeting. I dunno what were gonna do tho...probably eat lol. Well I guess thats it for now.

First entry, I dunno what to talk about really, I did some artwork for my portfolio....and my dog was put down today. I miss you shadow, but I know shes in a better place and I hope she is having fun in heaven. My mom was always so mean to her, I was sometimes too...but I still miss her...I look at where she used to sit and it makes me wanna cry. I've never had to deal with death before, I am not doing to well for my first time. Here are some pics of her.

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You're in the arms of the angel, May you find some comfort here.